Brand New Goals & Beginning!

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Quick Updates**

- Ended my Relationship on 23rd March 2012.
- Brand New Beginnings with MY FAMILY!
- Got A New Job on 2th May 2012 ( Shocking news on August 2012, Company closing on 2013 )

Since 23rd March, am still a bit depressing once in awhile and the good part is.. the feelings starts to reduce & my Relationship with my family improves ( maybe? because i don't have a boyfriend? )

NEVER QUARREL with your family because of your boyfriend UNLESS they are being super ridiculous.
By the end of the day, your family will always be by your side.

Oh, and NEVER be a kind soul to sign anything that will make you fall into some crisis. THINK BEFORE YOU ACT! if not, end up your family will be the one helping you to clean up the mess.
( For those with Good Family, NO offence.. )

New Targets**

- Savings for Diploma

- Gain more Self Confidence

- Improve my English & Speaking

- Braces? 

- Explore other Countries

When I started working, I've been thinking a lot, with my certificate I can't really get a good pay from work.

Everyone knows this, everything revolves around money. ( well almost but not all.. ) 

I hardly survive myself, what if I plan to have a family in the future? Kids? How am i going to feed them?

Questions popping up in my brain, this makes me think of improving myself to get a better pay.

But of course study is for myself, good for me not just for the pay.

There is a need to gain self confidence in myself & speaking. I can't even speak up properly. 

( I speak like.. Hey! am the next target for your bullying.. ) THIS IS BAD! VERY BAD!

I can't even type a proper E-mail! you can see tons of grammar mistakes, spelling mistakes.

You might be reading a clueless mail, even though the main points are there. 

SO... improve my English is definitely needed.
( the good thing is.. this BLOG function have spelling correction! )

Braces? yea I.. might need it. Gaps within it makes some airy sound? I startled people many times, because.. of my foot steps and airy~ voice.. ( so sorry for those who startled *sob* ) 

& I can gain some confidence through my appearance.

VACATION IS GOOD! you will get to see different kinds of things & you might gain some knowledge you might never see in books, see the world with your own eyes, NOT by knowing them through the books!

( am not saying that books are bad, some information are good to obtain through books ^^ ) 

Cheers! Good luck with my Targets!