I think i grumble too much about my life whenever i see someone i can talk to, feels like am talking about me when am able to talk.. I think i need more social life, i need to talk more, be more happy so that i won't grumble my life away..
But every time when i start to do that, i will think of "SHIT! i did it again..". I didn't mean to, just kind of upset that i feel transparent. Although no one tells me to stop, maybe am sensitive but i can feel that "o there she goes again" that kind of feeling.. They are so good that they didn't stop me from complaining.. *sob*
I guess i have to start thinking positive before more negative come out, which is very bad!! I know its bad! I can't really control it BUT.. i'm willing to try.
I think i need to adjust back my sleeping time, i read too much romance comic that i don't feel sleepy.
But when is comes to day time am total zombieh.. i have to stop reading although they are so nice to read!!
Suddenly the work i enjoy most turns hell, due to lack of sleep. *FIGHTING! FIGHTING!*
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